She say I make her tiahd
And I understand
I’m tired two and
And she and me are becoming one
She say she feels like a rat
Running on a wheel
And I understand
We young
We black
We got love
Unfortunately they
Are old
Dull
White
And in power
I dig she we i
Want to make or movents
Count
For us
Know freedom beyond the glass
No the taste of real cheese
Not shit they give us in college
That don’t smell or taste like knowledge
We feel ourself
Running around in these white peoples circle
Feel our black dieties
Like rats
She/we/I
So beautiful
I want to sing
Like she do
When I’m there
Behind her
Supporting her
Weithgt.
Pushing her
Deeper
Into our
Love/music
Aint’ nobody talking bout fuckin
Don’t need none of this college
This weed, this alchol, this drugs
Thse niggas these broads.
These men these women, this academia
Things they say will dull the pain
Or at least explain it
All I want(ed)
Was is her
Me
Us
In my inner ear
Cause I’m tired.
Folgers
I told him soandso I’d wake up
And he’d be gone
It wouldn’t be as it was
Last nite when I was awake
When I was with soandso
Beyond touch. Beyond cellular connections.
Beyond the fone dying. Beyond sounds and fontier.
Soandso so pushed me to the outmost skirts of being a man.
Soandso made me strong and weak and vulnerable.
and then it was time to hang up.
In time with the litlting ryhtm of
The last couple weeks
I sleep for about to hours.
Then rise to work.
Just like before.
But a morning
A miracle happened again
On my phone
This time a text.
I love you.
I remember it was raining outside.
It was a hard day with an ominous beginning.
But the best part of waking up
Was you.
In my thoughts and whatnot.
I’ll always love u for loving me,
the next morning.
My nigga.

1 comment:
I feel you. You seem like you're working out a lot of those inner demons that confront an intelligent young man coming up in these mystifying times. Don't feel you're alone in your quest to break through the seemingly endless piles of bullshit that fall on top of you trying to smother the radiant vibrating jewel of your soul. Life isn't easy, doesn't matter what color you are or what your physionomy is. We got a long way ahead of us and a world that is in intense transition and nobody knows but God where our dizzying multitudes of intentions and subconcious progressions will collectively lead us. As musicians we can only be what God meant us to be, harbingers of the truth and mirrors to the world.
-Wylie Wynshaw
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