it's so good to be breathing. life is such a gift. i know it's easy to loose that because life is life. an imperfect world with imperfect people. says my counselor. lol. this is just the firt time in a long time tha ti have felt like myself. and yo like,
it's worth it.
i just have to believe that. that it's worth it. why else would God put us here. i cannot believe someone that powerful would be that mean spirited. He is Holy. and now i kno he loved me regardless.
i am not what i do. i am who i am. says my counselor.
God loves us for who we are. that's deep. as he knew us when the world was dark, in our mother's wombs, as the hairs on our heads are numbered.
i just have to believe. because honstestly right now, it feels like that's all i got. that and a whole lot of hell.
but it's worth it. so begins the blog. officially.
